Thursday, September 29, 2011
“Doggie Bag Queen”
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
SEARCHING …………………..
SEARCHING …………………..
I feel as if I can’t breath, so I’m heading into to the ocean where the water is fresh
And thoughts can run freely past no objections or judgments
Feelings run so rampant without any where to overflow
Getting tied up in my throat
No way to express them into liberation
Ready to release my thoughts into
thin air til I’m completely liberated.
Tired of using discretion when I speak
Tired of wondering
Tired of the same answers after the same question
Something new may come of this
Searching for the moment that the light will illuminate our spotlight
Until then it’s just me alone
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
I hate this feeling.......confudismo


I hate this feeling….Confudismo
I named it confudismo
To signify the feeling I have
It is exactly what it sounds like
A feeling of confusion
I hate this feeling… the feeling of the unknown.
The feeling that I may not know you as well as I think
Are you thinking of me as I am of you
Silly questions as those steady lingering in my mind
I just wanna cry
Should I continue ?
Or should I move on
The past days, weeks, months doing it without you..
How did I become so vulnerable?
Im just so confused
So confused in not knowing what I should do….
It sucks…when did I fall in Love?

When did it happen
I convinced myself this time that I wouldn’t give in
Since when did I tell you it was okay
All I can do is occupy my mind with other thoughts in order to function
Trying my best to not think of you
Hugging my pillow tight, late at nights with thoughts of you
Was that what you meant when you said that I should worry about what I used to do before I met you?
How Dare you say those hurtful words?
How could you?
It’s not so easy to see how someone can go from caring to nothing
A breath of fresh air has come my way, this breath of air has come my way and made me feel ever so exhilarated.
This fresh air has empowered me enough to see my missed calls without the feeling of panic
I will refuse to allow you to control my feelings…
The “You” that I thought I knew disappointed me.
Slowly , but yet surely, until the point of no return.

But it’s alright , I’m over it
Meanwhile you’ve done whatever on your own,
and me on my own to create the definition of this confudismo that has resulted with this answer which is clairvoyant





