Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Nature's gift from GOD!!



Nature's gift from GOD!!
 Philippians 2:14-15"Mode"

As I woke up today, I didn’t feel the need to stay motivated. Instead , I wanted to do just the opposite and sulk in NONSENSE failures. After about 12:30ish , I realized that not only was I wasting my minutes and time, but I was also being a BRAT. A year ago , I complained for not having enough time off from work. I had wished for greener grass. And now faced with it , I couldn’t remember that I had just gotten what I had wanted.  Therefore why am I still finding fault from my deck of cards??


As a result, for not being motivated I ran to the Post Office, Filled up my tank with gas, Ran to the gym for what I call fusion ( I will explain at a later time) …ran to quick local grocery and whipped up dinner for my mom. From this moment and going forward I have decided to remind myself to find something that motivates me. Strength, Accomplishment, & deep Gratitude are my main reasons to keep going. I find strength in my natural-born abilities. I appreciate the legs on my body that allow me to run. Next , I give joy to My heart beating steady to keep me alive. I thank God for my family and friends. 

Tonight's Dinner: Baked Curry Wings accmpanied with Fresh Onion Sauteed Asparagus

The List goes on…
In Conclusion, I have chosen to see the SUN and feel it caress my face. 




Come, let us SMILE together AGAIN..…Nature's gift from GOD surrounds us!! 

I am Simply enjoying my Time off from work with a few hobbies I enjoy....Cooking, Gym, & blogging, My dinner is shown in the above Pix


 Today's Fitness Regimen
 

Ø 45 Min Brisk Jog ,
Ø Free Weights
     – Cable Leg Kickbacks for Glutes 15Lbs ( 2 Sets X 20 reps)
                                                             20Lbs (1Set X 15 reps)
Ø Cable  Triceps pull downs 35LBS (2X15), Last Set 40Lbs (12)
Ø Cable  Biceps Curl 35LBS (2X15), Last Set 40LBS (12)
Ø Swiss Ball Crunch with 6lbs/Ball 2x20
Ø Ball Roll-ups 3x15
Ø Back Extensions with 5Lbs disc , 3x15
And at the End I treated myself to a 30 Min Dry Sauna ;-)


Nutrient intake
ü Bfast 2 Boiled Eggs, dry wht toast, 1 small orange, black coffee
ü Snack 1 small apple, 7 oz Lowfat Cottage chz
ü Snack 2 1 cup of Celery Sticks
ü Lunch Protein Shake ( ½ apple, vanilla whey protein, ½ cup skim milk )
ü Snack 3  Marathon Bar
ü Dinner  2 cups of (fresh) Asparagus, black coffee w/½ cup of eggnog, 3 baked curry wings, ( 1 Gal of H2O throughout the day)




Tuesday, October 11, 2011

My Progress as it comes .....SCREAM!!!

Scream!!!!!

 

 

I've been stuck at 148 since the Last week of Sept  (2011 0f course) ....Okie-Doke...Still I'm Excited to see the progress, down 18 succesfull LBS.. But need to get off an additional 12 Lbs to fully be satisfied.!

PURE Frustration & Moments of Celebration all at the same time..



Party time , once I reach my GOAL!!!!!!



Love......it's going beautifully & 'm happy in all other aspects of my life except for this one.
I'm such a stickler for hitting my goals.. I do have to admit that this entire weekend I cheated , so truthfully , I can only blame myself. To top it off, Kickboxing this month has been non-existent.
Tomorrow will have to mark a new beginning to tweak my exercise and diet again. It seems I am where I always PLATEAU, give or take like +-4 Lbs. WOO-SAH...... So now you know....More updates Soon.....
                                                    Best
                                                Healthy 
                                                                          Wishes .....LawinoJ


Tuesday, October 19, 2010

I hate this feeling.......confudismo















I hate this feeling….Confudismo

I named it confudismo







To signify the feeling I have

It is exactly what it sounds like

A feeling of confusion

I hate this feeling… the feeling of the unknown.

The feeling that I may not know you as well as I think

Are you thinking of me as I am of you

Silly questions as those steady lingering in my mind

I just wanna cry

Should I continue ?

Or should I move on

The past days, weeks, months doing it without you..

How did I become so vulnerable?

Im just so confused

So confused in not knowing what I should do….

It sucks…when did I fall in Love?



When did it happen

I convinced myself this time that I wouldn’t give in

Since when did I tell you it was okay

All I can do is occupy my mind with other thoughts in order to function

Trying my best to not think of you

Hugging my pillow tight, late at nights with thoughts of you



Was that what you meant when you said that I should worry about what I used to do before I met you?

How Dare you say those hurtful words?

How could you?


Well thank you for this opportunity, for allowing me to spend time alone to think

It’s not so easy to see how someone can go from caring to nothing

A breath of fresh air has come my way, this breath of air has come my way and made me feel ever so exhilarated.

This fresh air has empowered me enough to see my missed calls without the feeling of panic

I will refuse to allow you to control my feelings…

The “You” that I thought I knew disappointed me.

Slowly , but yet surely, until the point of no return.



But it’s alright , I’m over it

Meanwhile you’ve done whatever on your own,

and me on my own to create the definition of this confudismo that has resulted with this answer which is clairvoyant